I should stop whining, it's only been a day or two

Not much has been happening. Oh oh oh! I lost 3.5 pounds! Hooray.  I'm wicked proud of myself and even my mom was! I have been eating less, but I've never gone hungry. I let myself enjoy treats but I am strict during the week... So it's been good. Eventually I think I will start exercising, but right now I have an awful tummy ache.

Last week Chris and I went to Sweet which is a bakery located in back bay. First we met at Park St station and walked to California Pizza Kitchen. After that we literally ran across town and made it to Sweet 5 min before closing. We found a bus station on Mass Ave to eat our cupcakes. We met some interesting people, one lady who told us we should get marries asap. I think she scared Chris a little bit...partly because she had no teeth and partly because she mentioned the "m" word. I wish we took a picture with her.

The rest of the week was rather mundane. I had parent open house at school and had so much fun! My class has some excellent parents. I enjoyed talking to them. Unfortunately that night didn't end so well, but all is over with that. Infact, all is essentially forgotten.

Monday night I found an awkward thing on my leg so Wednesday I went to the doctors and got it checked out. My doctor is in Cambridge so it was convenient to visit Chris st Umass during his break then after class he came over for our weekly Top Chef tradition.

Thursday and Friday were the same as always. Yesterday I had lunch with my dad, visited Chris at home, then went out with Catie to visit Chris at Unos. I realized I go there too often because when I walked in the guy goes " can I seat u... Oh right you're looking for Chris" lol i lost my anonymity but that's ok! While there Chris's co worker and friend Catie scared the crap out of me and jumped behind me. I screamed.

I think that's all for now!

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Nothing to Say

I actually had a good hair day!

Woah!

This is a big dael to me. My hair rarely looks good for long periods of time. I mean I try hard to look somewhat good, but by the end of the day my hair looks like frizz central. Yesterday, Chris sent me to CVS to buy him some crucial work supplies: a lo-carb monster and some profile pens (I also bought him a gift of pop rocks for 69 cents, nothing is too expensive for my boyfriend!).

My lovely hair. It's ok, I don't love pictures of me...and the worst part is when I take pictures on my macbook, I have to angle my head down to not get the glare in my glasses. Wala...that's my hair, and a creepy face....so creepy.

Chris decided today that we're on a 1 yr plan. Our goal is to be healthier in 1 yr. Not necessarily skinny, but healthier. I wanna be able to go running and not get so winded. I started at 5 pm today eating better. I did eat some french fries, but I didn't eat much today so I think it's ok. I threw most of them away. I don't wanna be tooooo strict on my diet, but I want to get healthy so that means I need to work on doing some form of work out when I get home form work. I was thinking about joining a gym, but I know I won't go...so I'll do some work out dvds and go for walks. I need to be serious this time, once I lose weight Chris can't squeeze my fat anymore...that's the plan.

So another work week begins tomorrow. I'm going to take a shower now then get some early sleep. I'm tired because I had a really weird dream last night. In my dream, I kept getting stuck in my clothes, so I woke up hyperventilating. It was sooo bad. Tuesday is open house and I'm nervous!

That's all for now...happy Christopher?

And I say...

its alright.

A few months ago now, my friend Mike got married. There is an earlier post about it. At the end of the ceremony, his new wife and him walked out to 'Here Comes the Sun' by the Beatles. I never really thought much of this song. I mean who doesn't love the Beatles, I walked miles and miles just to take a picture of myself next to Abbey Road studios, I def have some Beatles love...but I forgot just how amazing their songs are, how AMAZING this song is.

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right


So thats it for tonight. Something simple, something hopefully that touches a heart string or two. Listen to old music...sure I love me some Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Cobra Starship etc...but nothing can beat the classics. Listen to the Beatles...you won't regret it.

Hello, is this thing on? Is anybody listening?

Today I woke feeling lovely 
Happiness overflowin' knowin' somebody loves me 
Just think yesterday I was down and out 
Now there's not a single thing for me to frown about 

These lyrics are amazing, and ever so appropriate in my life right now. 

I've had some hard days lately just being sad, but today I woke up just SO happy about my life. There really was nothing for me to be happy about, well there always is, but nothing about today in particular. I woke up with a pretty stinky head cold...sneezy and stuffy! I didn't go to church due to my stuffiness, but rested all day...and all this boringness aside I'm happy! So happy! :)

If you read this, comment please...i wanna know whos checking it out!

I'll be yours forever...

...just tell me when to start.

I started this blog off with a nice little lyric by my favorite band, The Honorary Title. The song is Along The Way and I love it. It explains a lot about my life lately, as I've been a little sad without knowing why. Part of me knows a little bit why, but part of me doesn't want to admit it...i'll figure that out eventually.

I'm super bored right now. I spent most of tonight playing Sims 3 and just straight chilling. Around 8:45 the phone rang and I didn't recognize the number. I answered and no one was there...I freaked out. Then my mom called, the number had called her too...so I freaked out less. Come to find out, it was my uncle playing a prank on me. Gosh Uncle Mike, you scared me!

I've been so tired lately. Planning crafts and chasing preschoolers around all day makes me exhausted, and now I'm developing a little bit of a head cold. I've been sniffling non-stop, it's really no fun, and I keep sneeeeeezing. Achoo...scuse me.

So I continue on with my rather boring life, sitting on the couch watching Ultimate Cake Off, eating some pretzels and drinking a Mike's Hard. Weekends don't feel like weekends anymore. I don't know, when you feel kinda lonely you don't look forward to time without work...just gives you more time to think. I'm happy believe me, but I get lonely...Chris works and my college friends all live kinda far away, so I just chill out. I have friends at home, but haven't seen much of them...we all changed at college, and I still love them so much but we just don't do things. This is partially my fault, I don't really call people...but I miss being able to walk down the hall to see Catie, or across campus with Cassie to hangout in Allison's apartment.

I went to visit school the other day. It's the same and different..which makes no sense whatsoever. It felt weird, its not mine anymore...it's not my home. It lost its magic I guess...the new cafeteria is cool, but doesn't feel like home...I hate that...losing something that was so important to me for 4 years, gone in a few weeks...It's still a lovely school, but I don't feel like it's my college anymore...and I guess that's because it's not. I say this sitting on my couch wearing a Merrimack shirt...whatttttt?

Other than my brief moments of sadness, which have been frequent lately, I'm quite content with the path my life has taken. I'm in a happy and loving relationship, I have a great job, and quite possibly the cutest class of preschoolers on the planet. I have an amazingly cute nephew, and a great family. I have friends who love and care for me...so I guess my life is good...yes...I guess it is huh? I'll be sure to reread this whenever I get emotional, if I can see the happiness now, I will surely always be able to see it.

And with that I guess I should go do something else, or maybe get some sleep...not much going on tonight...maybe more sims 3? pathetic?...yes. do i care?...not really.

Its just after 7 am!

And I'm awake! Why is that you ask?

I GOT A JOB! huzzah!

I am now a working woman, an active member of society as chris said, i'm no longer mooching (i was unemployed for just about 3 days)

I'm now a preschool teacher for kids that are 3/4. They are so cute! We have a lot of fun.

I'm exhausted though...so I need to sleep in tomorrow hopefully...

This is all, boring I know but I'm getting ready for work. Chris said I never update, so I did...happy? lol